Thursday, October 27, 2011

Stage Play Rehearsals

Ann, Patrick and Tricia will star in a Stage Play.

Ann and Pat will star in Basketball Fight while Tricia will Star in New Yorker in Tondo


and I just Found Out na si Ann and Pat will Star in Romeo and Juliet parang Alternate sila ng BretZie

Last Tuesday i think i found this



AND I WAS LIKE:
SUGOD!!!

That means, may chance ako na makita ko sila <3

Day 1 October 26, 2011

So Pumunta ko ng SM San Lazaro, kasama ko yung BFF ko <3
ang nangyari Nilibot namin yung Buong Lower Ground Floor. 
pero taht time malakas yung kutob ko na hindi sila basta basta na nasa labas or nasa SM mismo. alam ko duon sila sa may mga Pinto or sa mga spot na wala pang mga store.
kaya lang yung kasama ko feeling niya di totoo na nasa SM San Lazaro sila.
umuwi na ako :(

Hindi ko sila nakita.

pagdating ko ng Bahay open agad ako ng FB at Twitter. then i just found out na nandoon sila.
Inadd ko si Direk Mel Magno, at buti nalang inaccept niya yung Friend Request ko
nag.Wall Post ako nag.comment siya and he said na sa Tabi daw ng Story Land.

nung nabasa ko yung Comment. 
I WAS LIKE:


2 beses akong bumalik ng StoryLand. 
pumasok pa nga ako. Bad Luck nga siguro ako that time :(

pero hindi ako nawalan ng pag.asa
naisipan kong bumalik nalang kinabukasan


Day 2: October 27 2011

eto na talaga, babawi na ako.

may kasama ule ako mga friends ko ule kaya lang iba nag purpose nila....
una binisita namin ang StoryLand habang ako nakita ko na yung Place kung nasaan sila <3
pero sinamahan ko muna sila sa Quantum.
nagtagal ako dun...
pero nung nataps nang maglaro yung Friends ko, nagkahiwalay na kami.

by 6:50 bumaba na ako ng Storyland.
nandun lang ako sa Area na yun nakatayo.
TAKE NOTE NAKAUNIFORM AKO. PE UNIFORM :P

well nung papunta ko dun, sakto may babaeng pumasok. nahihiya ako eh. ako lang kasi mag.isa.
ang ginawa ko sinilip ko yung mga tao dun. Una wala akong nakita pero tingin tingin lang hanggang sa napansin ko.... Kamukha ni TRICIA

may nagbukas ule ng Pinto. Confirmed si TRICIA nga !!

Bawat bukas ng Pinto sinisilip ko si TRICIA. 
pasimpleng singit, kunwari inindyan ako ng kasama ko.
kunwari may ka.text.
kunwari iniisip kung anu yung itetext ko. 
PERO ANG TOTOO SINISILIP ko si TRICIA :P

NagStay ako dun. kunwari nagtetext pero nakiki.connect lang sa WiFi pero di ako maka.connect
pero nakatulong yung kakahintay kong magconnect yung WiFi, feeling ko kasi ang tingin ng tao sa akin may hinihintay na Text or something :P
I was waiting Like:


Naghintay pa ako dun ng matagal hanggang sa LUMABAS NA SI TRICIA.
nung Lumabas si Tricia

I WAS LIKE:


Pero alam mo yung Feeling na gusto mo siyang Sunggabin para magpa.picture pero di ko kaya.

then yun pumunta na siya ng Car Park sinundan ko siya pero napatigil ako...  then  BYE...

next Day ule :P

Day 3: October 28, 2011

SUCCESS!!!!!!

Nakita ko na si Ann Li


our Picture together + Other Poppers


With her. SOLO (di pa na.upload)


When i Saw her. I WAS LIKE:

Makita lang siya Satisfied na ako pero. i was with her for 5 hours.
thanks to direk Mel, pinayagan niya kaming magstay to watch their rehearsal.

at the rehearsal, tahimik lang  ako.
well wala akong magagawa so i just watch them to their stuff.

I think muna or hindi sila makapagsimula coz Patrick is late.
ang ginawa ni Ann, she stayed with us. 
She talked to us. 
Grabeh sobrang close na nag kasama ko at ni Ann.
She is very friendly.

Tapos napagtripan nilang gumawa ng commercial ni Aling Felys.
i can say na makulit siya. AS IN

Then PATRICK came. ang Gwapo!!!

Then start na ng Rehearsal
hindi ko alam kung pwede kong ireveal yung mga nakita ko.
pero i thnk All of us should watch.
The actrors was Great. they are all awesome.

so kung may mahanap akong kasama, manunuod ako :P

Break sila ng onti. then Ann do some greetings, ang kulit niya kasi kelangan niyang magising. 
then back to reheasal

nung nag.uwian na. hinintay muna naming makasakay ng TAXI si Ann bago kami umuwi.
ang kulit niya, Hi siya dito Hi siya doon. 
then inexplain niya sa amin na ganyan daw siya pagpuyat Hyper.
oi bago siya umuwi niyakap niya kami isa-isa TWICE :P

then pag.uwi ko nag.tweet ako sa mga nangyari. i even promoted Basketball fight.

tapos kinabukasan nakita ko to oh.

oh diba. i so love my Bohemian Tweet :P

This was the Best Day EVER....................................................................................For Now :P

Day 4: November 3, 2011

Alright this time kumpleto sila :)
ANN, TRICIA and PATRICK

Bukod sa panunuod ng rehearsals nila ay may isa pang purpose ang pag.punta ko nun...
eto basahin niyo nandito 



Well unlike nung 28, hindi agad kami nakapasok kasi una nga may hinihintay ako. 2nd nahihiya ako :P
and that time I think may sakit si Ann non...

so Matagal kaming naghintay sa labas, well ako hindi ako masyadong naghintay.. nakipagdaldalan ako kay Mamuy, at pag anjan si Mamuy naku ang energy at kakulitan ko. GRABEH magpapakamatay ka :P
kung anu anu pinag-usapan namin. mga kanya kanyang opinion. 

tas lumabas si Patrick ako as always nahiya. pero yung kasama ko, diyusko ang lakas ng sigaw "HI PATRICK" and I was Like O.o. Pero dahil ang cute ng smile ni Pat , na waley at ako'y kinilig.


tapos, lumapit si kuya Jason. 
may ka.text pala si Ann na isa sa mga Poppers na naghihintay sa labas. 

nung nakapasok na kami nanuod kami, una ata naming ginawa ay bumili ng Ticket.
yep.
i bought 2 Tickets and libre ko si Mamuy. Well ...
Then i found out na sa 20 kami manunuod. Kinabukasan 21.
at ayos kasi 19 balik namin from retreat. Perfect



so Yeah, nanuod kami ng rehearsal nila.
medyo nag-alala lang ako kay Ann kasi baka mabeynat siya.
pero nagtatalon pa si Ann, ang kulit parin niya ... Medyo :P
GRABEH LAUGH TRIP


Then nung natapos na, Uwian na :(


Naadik na kasi ako sa kanila eh :P

oi wag kayo, nung nag Group hug, nasa Gitna ako :P 
dapat sana Solo Hug ko na si Ann  nun :P
well mejo nahihiya at parang awkward para sa akin...

Uwian na pero mat Ticket ako :P Excited na ako sa 20


Tapos pag.Uwi ko sa Twitter eto pa naabutan ko :P


Na.Twitpic uli ako :P

And after that,,, yung sa ibang rehearsals nila, di na ako makapunta kasi gabi na rin ako umuuwi. Mahal pa yunng Tricycle pa uwi. demanding pa naman ang mga Driver. 
minsan may mga times na gusto ko, pero hindi rin :(
haaaaaaayyyy
tas may time naman na wala sila kung kelan nasa SM ako.

Day 5: November 17, 2011

Bago mag.Retreat sinadya ko talagang dumalaw kay Ann.
since ako lang wala akong ibang kasama..
back to old school... kunwari may nag.indyan sa akin :P

tas nun, nag CR si Ann... siyempre di ko sinundan sa loob nag.abang ako sa labas.
nakatayo lang ako dun.
tas dumaan malapit sa akin si Ann
sabi ko Hi.

eto ka,

nilapitan ako ni Ann

nag. Hi muna ata anyway

tinanong niya ako kung gusto kong pumasok...

di ko alam pero feeling ko kilala niya ako :P


tinanong niya ako na kung gusto ko raw pumasok
medyo nagdadalawang isip ako kasi retreat namin kinabukasan

then may 2 Poppers dun. nakipag.kwentuhan ako sa kanila.
oh yeah Friendly ako nung araw na yun...
nuod ule ng rehearsals
di na ako masyadong nag.pay attention sa rehearsal kasi baka sa SM saulado ko na yung script nila at baka hndi ako matawa... sayang pera. 600 rin binayad ko :P

well yun.. maaga akong umuwi, buti nalang maaga rin umuwi yung 2 poppers at nakisabay ako sa kanila. di kasi ako marunong mag.paalam eh. or talagang ayaw ko lang umalis

at for the first time, naglakas loob akong magpa.picture. gamit CP ko. 
eto yung Pic


yeah halatang galing sa school :P


And that was it. yan na yung last day ng pag.Visit ko kay Ann, Tricia, and Pat.
mamimiss ko yung time na kasama mo sila. KASAMA kasi unlike sa iba na nakita nila, papicture.
akin kasi kinakausap ako ni Ann. and Matagal ko siyang nakasama. for like 4-5 hrs ata. idunno
basta. 

i remember yung first Blog ko about Ann.

eto yun oh.



nakalagay diyan na feeling ko sa pag.reply niya sa mga tweets ko mabait siya.
Being with Ann for like 5 hrs. napatunayan ko yun. She treats her fans as Friends. ineentertain niya lahat.
mabait siya, hindi siya snob.

nakalagay rin dun sa blog na sana makita ko siya in person or sana sa susunod di na puro printscreen. actual pic namin together. at ayun yun oh.

now sa 20, mapapanuod ko siya. magpeperform siya sa harap naming supporters niya.

Oct. 26 - Nov. 20 i think maganda yung mga nangyari dito. parang Dream Come True na to para sa akin :)

Excited na ako for 20.




Sunday, October 2, 2011

Ann Li and Me


Si Ann Li, ay isang PBB Teen 3rd Edition Housemate. nung simula na pumasok siya sa PBB, well hindi ko siya masyadong napapansin kasi nga Primetime lang naman ako nanunuod kasi wala pa akong alam about sa Livestream. sa Primetime, wala siyang masyadong exposure pero sa Net, Sikat siya, sa Net ko nga lang nakilala ang JAMLI eh :P Pro.Tricia pa nga ako eh. Pero napapansin ko si Ann maybe sa kanyang Face pero I think she still didnt capture my Heart back then. I think mas nagustuhan ko siya, or maybe JAMLI nung naging Number 1 siya sa Ranking Thingy. but that time, i was, scared to vote i dunno why. that night i started watching JAMLI vids in Youtube and this is my Favorite
(JAMLI Comfort Video, dito ako nagsimulang maadik sa JAMLI)

Pero, I Think the Popper Power isn't enough kaya hindi diya nakapasok sa Big 6. I was so so so SAD as in :( And i felt like i  was Stupid for not Voting her :(
But Past is Past, you gotta move on na lang :)

Then the Big Night came and James became the Big Winner :)
I was happy kasi Teenternational ang nanalo even though Ryan was my Bet :P

Then the Buzz Interview came, and it was the best day for all the poppers <3
James said HONESTLY ANN.
Starting that Moment, JAMLI is known and Ann Li became busy

2010, i think is the year were I became a Popper. I swear bubusugin ka sa Kilig pag nakita mo ang mga REAL MOMENTS nila.
2010, Ann became busy maybe not for being an actress, maybe an entertainer. wala pa kasing Acting Projects na.inoffer sa kanya yet busy with the Mall shows with other PBB teens
I remember, Voting for JAMLI in Tween Popsies. every night, 5 votes for POP TWEEN C :P
and NOV 21, was the happiest day for me, that time not because of our MR Anniversary, but JAMLI won the Prize. I was proud of myself that time :) 



Shoutout came, that will be the first Show were Ann is included. Fan na Fan ako ng Mondereefics (Group ni Ann) and wala akong epeside na pinalampas Except Tuesdays :P
Pero mayginawang kalokohan ang ABS kaya yun nawala rin agad :(
Sad ako kasi di ko na nakikita si Ann sa TV starting that time.
and Jan na rin nag end ang mga JAMLI MOMENTS :(

2011 became a sad time for a lot of Poppers. wala na kasing JAMLI moments.
2011 i think, This year i became a Pure ANNIMATED/ANNLIMITED
kung Dati IDOL ko lang si ANN
ngayon, she's an Inspiration na.

You know what, Ann won a Shorty Award in Fashion. it was Very Unexpected kasi pang number 4 lang siya sa Ranking pero my gosh she won <3
Ann Showing her Trophy :P

I was so Happy kasi, i'm one of Those person na bumoto or nominated her. Astig :P

2011 is a Busy year again for Ann because she studied :P
yup, she's a college student. i envy her :( she's 16, i'm 16 and she's a college student already !! haha anyway, her Studying and fulfilling her Dreams makes me admire her MORE.
now she is really an inspiration for young Fashionistas :P 

She is Busy this year because she Opened her Business. DNA Clothing :)
Now imagine that, Young and 16, yet an entrepreneur. WOW she is really SOMETHING



This year was also the Year were she shows us her Acting Skills. 
Una yung Maynila Episode niya. were a lot of viewers might hate her character, and my God she Performed it very well. grabe! Dalang dala ka, pati ako naiinis sa kanya.
2nd will be her Guest Role in GV. Marami nanamang nagalit kasi her role was a third party for a certain team up in that show. and that was the first time i watched GV. I watched it because of her. 
Next Saturday ay ang 2nd time niya sa MAYNILA. Tricia, Ivan and Ann was the only Pbb teens na nagkaroon ng second appearance sa Maynila after ng other Teens. Iba talaga sila eh :P


Ann i think is a Twitter Addict ans so was I. Twitter ang naging Daan para sa akin na maging Close sa mga Artist :P you know what Dahil sa Twitter, na.Accpet na ni Ann ang Friend Request ko sa Facebook <3
maraming nagawang maganda ang Twitter for an AnnLimited/ANNimated kasi napakabait naman talaga ni Ann :) napaka.Humble

And i would like you to Check this Out :P



I'm Hoping na Madagdagan pa ang mga Print Screen Pictures na yan or sana makita ko na siya in Person



Friday, September 30, 2011

JamLi One Shot

She was seating on a bench where she first saw him. It became part of her daily routine.  She was looking around until a man caught her attention. She’s looking at him as if it was the first time that her cheeky eyes caught his hazel brown eyes. She scanned his face and she was the same playful smile. She was staring at him remembering everything.
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Ann is a Half-Chinese girl, seating on a bench in the park. She’s there to appreciating the beauty of Nature. She was looking around until her Cheeky eyes caught a pair of Hazel Brown Eyes, she is scanning his face and he flashes a playful smile. She was staring at him for so long as if the whole world stops moving. After a minute or two, the man stands up and she watches him turn his back and leave.
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It was 10 in the morning; Ann is carrying her books she will need for her senior year.  It rained that day and the tiles are still slippery. She slipped but luckily a pair of strong arms caught her. She put down the bag of book she’s carrying; she stands up and fixed herself. She is now facing her savior, and she noticed that it was the same pair of hazel brown eyes she saw the other day in the park.
“Be careful next time” he said.
“Thanks” she answered still staring at his face.
“No problem, um let me carry your books for you” he offered.
“Are you sure?” Ann said giving him her books
“Yeah, by looking at your books, I’ll say that you are also a senior this school year.” He said carrying their bag of books and accompanying her to the gate.
“Yup I am a senior, you seemed new, are you a transferee or something?” she asks. You see Ann was studying on that school since elementary that’s why she is familiar to all her batch mates.
“I’m a transferee here. I came from the province, then someone offered a job to my dad and we decided to live here in Manila. I’m James Reid by the way” he said putting down the books and offered his hands.
“Ann, Ann Li” she said as she shakes his hands. While shaking she felt something weird in her systems.
“Ann! Come on lets go.” It was her mum; she was waiting for her daughter in their car. Ann carried the bag by herself and then leaves James.
James on the other hand stayed there smiling.
“James!” a familiar voice snapped him back to reality. “Ann” he uttered her name and followed his dad in his car.
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                It was the first day of school, Ann being the Prom Queen last year became popular; many boys are trying to get her attention. She was smiling and greeting them. She went to her respected classroom and seat on a vacant chair. She was staring blankly at the door until a familiar figure entered the room, it was James. He walks toward the empty chair besides her. She was staring at him the whole time and he caught her staring, made him flash a killer smile. Ann looked away blushing.
“I see we’ll be classmates on the rest of the year” James said trying to get her attention while flashing a killer smile.
“Yeah” was her only reply. ‘Why am I feeling this? What is this feeling anyway? Is this love? But we just met. I don’t even know him that much.’ Ann thought and sighed in confusion.
                Before the start class, Ann always opens her locker to get her books and anything else. As usual, there are a lot of letters from her secret admirers. But there is this letter that was different from the others; it was a simple envelope with the name “James Reid” written in big fonts caught her attention. She opens the envelope and read the letter.
Dear Ann,
I see you have a lot of admirers. I always see boys slipping letters in your locker. So I decided to write you one. You are really popular and beautiful. You must be special.
Hey expect more letters from me:P
----James Reid
She can’t help but smile upon reading his message. ‘Maybe he likes me. No, no, no why am I blushing, why am I smiling it is just a letter, it’s just the fact that he said that I’m beautiful and special. Am I falling for him? I hope he likes me too’ Ann thought. “I hope he likes me too, why did think of that?” Ann whispered to herself.
                She went to their room and sit on her chair, every time she looks at James, he always flash a killer smile. Ann can’t help but to blush, every time he does that it feels like she is melting inside.
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                Months have passed and James feelings towards Ann is confirmed, he does like Ann. His feeling was well written on his letters. Most of his letters contain cheesy lines, love quotes and they were all long.
                Ann opening her locker found a lot of letter from her admirers but she always search for James’. She opens it and read.
                “After Dismissal just stay in the room.
                She was confused about the letter. ‘Is he going to confess his feelings personally? Am I going to accept him? Should I tell him the Truth that I love him?’ many thoughts runs to her mind. She was now sure about her feelings towards him; she was in love for the first time. But she doesn’t know what to do about this.
                The teacher bids goodbye, the students went to their lockers to put some books and other things. After putting those things to her locker, Ann went back to their classroom and waited for James. There are no more people on the corridor, but still there is no sign from James. Ann was a little disappointed she decided to fix herself. The door opens revealing James in civilian clothes carrying Black guitar. He headed to the platform and started to strum his guitar. He started singing her favorite song which is “The Man who can’t be Moved” by The Script.
                While James is singing, Ann is smiling the whole time ‘he has an amazing voice’ Ann thought. She was also staring at him, as if the whole world stops. She was staring at him and she’s not hearing anything, not the song, not his voice, nothing but the beat of her heart. She snapped back to reality when James finished the song. He put his guitar on his back.
                “Ann, I know that you knew that I like you, like a lot. Ann I can’t fight this feeling anymore, Ann I love you. I don’t know why but I think I felt this ever since I catch you from falling that day. If you don’t like or love me, I’m willing to wait. If you can’t answer this question, I will wait for you make up your mind. Ann, will be my girl?” James finished his confession with a question that Ann did not prepare to answer.
                ‘He loves me? He loves me! He is asking me to be his girl, should I go for it’ Ann thought ‘but I love him ever since I saw him, what should I do.’ Ann just doesn’t know what to do. She was confused. She closed her eyes as if concentrating to the beating of her heart.
                James was patiently waiting for her answer. He saw her close her eyes, but still waiting for the answer. ‘Is she going to answer me now that’s why it taking he so long to think or reply? Just relax James breathe in, breathe out.’ James thought.
                “Ann, you-” he was cut off by the pair of lips landed on his. Now he gets her answer. She kissed him and he kissed back, they were kissing passionately for minutes until James remembered that they were still in school. James broke it, he don’t want Ann to be expelled for PDA.
                “So it’s a Yes!?” James asked after breaking the kiss.
                Ann kisses him as a reply for the question. She closes her eyes lately in order for hear what her heart wants. And her heart wants him that’s why she accepted him to be his man. But the kiss part, she can’t explain why she did that. Maybe because her feelings just tell her to.
                “Yes, James a thousand times Yes” Ann answered then James Hugged her. He broke the hug and then reaches something in his pocket. It was a box. He opens it revealing a silver heart necklace. He was the one who put it on her neck.
                “This pendant is my heart, I give this to you because you are the first one who holds my heart, please be careful with that and don’t lose it ok?” James said
                “That is so cheesy James, but I promise I will take a very good care with your heart” Ann said while holding it.
                “I love you, Ann” James said
                “I love you too, James” said Ann and hug him.
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                Months have passed and their relationship is sailing smoothly. As if, a ship sailing in a flat ocean. There are no challenges. James was so cheesy and sweet to Ann everytime. And every Monthsary, they will always have a dinner date. Most girls envy Ann for having everything, like the looks, the talent, and now the boy of her dreams. But they were never a hindrance to their relationship. Ann thought it to be perfect. He was her first love and so as his. ‘Our relationship is perfect, I hope it will last forever’ Ann thought.
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                Graduation came and it was a goodbye to all, to everything. Ann was studying Fashion Designing, James was taking Business Management. The problem is they were studying on different universities. They cannot see each other every day from now on. Distance is daring and Ann might have doubts to James. I mean there a lot of pretty girls in his Universities; she just hopes that he will stay faithful to her.
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                It was their Anniversary and Ann is waiting alone in a restaurant, James said the he’ll be there in an hour but he was late for 3 hours now. While waiting Ann think about what James is doing in his college life, she also noticed changes in James, he became a party animal; he must have been influence by his new friends. He misses a lot of dates but she let it just passed. Some of his friends told her that he became sweet to other girls. There are also a lot of girl that ruined their relationship. She caught James once, he was dating another girl, but she let it passed. She never heard any apologize to all the mistakes he is doing. But she just loves him that much that she is always forgiving him. She sighed and thought that maybe it was just a test of how much he loves him. She was holding the silver heart necklace while searching for him.
                “Ann!” a familiar voice called her, but it belongs to a female. It was Jenny her best friend. Jenny was always there for her when she got disappointed to James about missing James. Ann always runs into her when she is hearing rumors about James having another girl.
                “Oh, Hey Jenny” Ann said. While jenny walks towards her seating on the chair across the table.
                “What are you doing here? Have you ordered any food yet, this restaurant will close in an hour.” Jenny said, starting a conversation.
                “I’m waiting for James, today is our Anniversary.” Ann said trying to hide her disappointment.
                “I see James, Ann how many times do I have to tell you that he’s not worth the wait. You should break up with the moment you saw him seeing that girl.” Jenny said. She always suggests that Ann should break up to him because she just gets disappointed all the time.
                “No Jenny, I must give him another chance” Ann said
                “Another!? Ann you’ve given him a lot of chance before. You’ve give him enough. Ann broke up with him, I know you are hurting” Jenny said holding her hands.
                “I’m not hurt Jenny, I’m just disappointed. That’s all” Ann said.
                “Ann, come on. I know you notice that he change a lot, but that is life. I know he promise a lot of things and he broke them all. Ann suggests you to look for the better so that you will not disappoint again. He is not the James you used to know Ann, wake up” Jenny said. She was telling those things to Ann because she doesn’t want her to get hurt again. Jenny was also getting tired of telling advice that she never followed.
                With Jenny’s statement, she remembered all the sleepless nights of crying. She also remembered the old James. But she knows that she is not his only priority that is why she understands him. The thing is when it comes to dates, she always waited for long and yet he won’t come, and the day after she never receive another invitation in order for him to make it up. No sorry and everything. She remembered one dinner date they had, she was worried, she called him so many times but he is not answering. And when he answered one call and he was mad, he said he was busy, he doesn’t want to be disturbed but she was hearing a loud party noise. Remembering those things make her realize that he is not worthy of the love she was giving him.
                A minute or two, she received a message from James.
I’m sorry Ann, I can’t come, the Party just started. I’m Sorry, Happy Anniversary. I love you.” ---James Reid. She sighed upon reading his message
                “Is it him?” Asked Jenny
                “Yes, he said he can’t come, he was enjoying their party. I’m sorry Jen I have to go.” Ann answered; the sadness is obvious in her voice. She replied to James.
                “It’s ok. Happy Anniversary, I love you too” ----Ann Li
                After replying to James, she went home. And when she arrives, she hurriedly went to her room, crying in disappointment again. She realized that he changed, a lot; and she can’t do a thing about it but to cry and give him another chance.
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                The Night after their anniversary, Ann went to a party of her classmates, she was Sophia. They went to a bar to have a party. It just happen that it was the same bar where James and his friends always hang out. Ann was enjoying the party until she saw James kissing another girl. She was shocked, she just standing there, holding the necklace, she doesn’t what to do.
                Patrick, one of James friend, saw Ann. He told James that she was there. James broke the Kiss and he found her. She started to run and James followed her.
                “Ann! Ann! Wait up, let me explain” James said while running trying to chase her. Just on cue Ann stopped, turn around and walk near him.
                “Ann, let me explain, it was just a dare we were playing. It just happens that I need to kiss her. Ann trusts me that was what happened. I promise” James said. He was shocked when a palm landed on his cheeks.
                “Ann please don’t be angry with me. Alright tomorrow 6PM I’m going to make it up to you ok” James said while holding the part where he got slapped.
                “James, I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know I f we should continue this relationship or not.” Ann said while her tears are falling from her eyes.
                “Ann please don’t say that, don’t break up with me, give ma another chance. Please just don’t break up with me” James pleaded.
                “Another chance, James? Another chance! I gave you a lot of Chances before. Ever since that where you got angry with because of calling you, I give you another chance after every disappointment from missing out dates, I give you another chance in every lies, another chance when I hear rumors of you and another girl, another chance when I caught you dating another girl. James I gave another chance to every mistake you make. And the thing that makes me more disappointed is when you never apologize, you did not know what the stupid things you’ve done are. James I’m tire of giving you chances, I’m tired of waiting, and I’m tired of understanding. At first I can’t dare the distance, but now I James; I don’t know who you are anymore.” Ann said while crying, James on the other hand can’t say a single word but cry upon hearing everything.
                “James, I think my friend is right I deserve someone better, better than you, someone who is worth everything.” Ann said. She turned her back and leave.
                James followed her. He hugged her from her back.
                “Ann, I’m sorry. I love you.” James said while hugging her.
                “I’m Sorry James, I’m hurt enough.  Goodbye” Ann said while trying to free her from his hug, and when she succeeded she runs so fast leaving James with tears. She ran and ran and ran, until she reached the park, she sat on the bench where she sitting when she first saw him. She was seating there, holding the silver heart necklace. She was crying, because she was broken, she was crying because she gave up on love so easily, she was crying because she loves him.
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It’s been 2 years and seating on the same bench became part of her daily routine. She always seat there, hoping to see him again, she was always seating there holding the silver heart necklace. She was looking around until a man caught her attention. She’s looking at him as if it was the first time that her cheeky eyes caught his hazel brown eyes. She scanned his face and she was the same playful smile. She was staring at him remembering everything. She was staring at him until she plucks up the courage to stand up and go near him.
She was walking towards him hoping that he will take her back. But she notices a girl seating beside him. She stops. She wants to turn around as if she didn’t see a thing, as if she does not know him.
“Ann!” his voice stops her for doing.
“Hey, Ann I hope you still know me, wow looking good as ever.” James said. Ann was surprise that he was already in front of her.
“Of course I remember you, James, so how are you” she said trying to catch up.
“Doing well, I’m a successful businessman now.” James said while smiling.
“Wow, you must have change a lot” Ann said.
“Yup, and by the way this is Yi Shuan my fiancĂ©” James said. Ann, upon hearing those words, makes her whole world crash down.
“So you’re Ann, he talks about you one day saying that your break up changes him to a better person” Yi Shuan said
                “Really, I can see that he is a better person now” she said, holding the silver heart necklace.
                “Ann , I’m sorry, but as much as I want to catch up with you, I need to go now, we are look for cakes for our wedding, um Ann, If you are not busy, I would like you to be the designer for her wedding gown, if it is ok for you” James said.
                “It's ok James” she said, but she is hurt. Really hurt.
                “Thanks Ann, we have to go now. Bye” James said turning their back and heading to his car.
                Ann just watches the cute couple leave. She can’t control her tears as they started to fall. She was holding again the silver heart necklace, remembering the cheesiness thing he said about it.


*Flashback*
“This pendant is my heart, I give this to you because you are the first one who holds my heart, please be careful with that and don’t lose it ok?” James said
                “That is so cheesy James, but I promise I will take a very good care with your heart” Ann said while holding it.
*End of Flashback*
                She was crying, as she remembered the last thing she said before she said goodbye.
*Flashback*
“James, I think my friend is right I deserve someone better, better than you, someone who is worth everything.” Ann said. She turned her back and leave.
                James followed her. He hugged her from her back.
                “Ann, I’m sorry. I love you.” James said while hugging her.
                “I’m Sorry James, I’m hurt enough.  Goodbye” Ann said while trying to free her from his hug, and when she succeeded she runs so fast leaving James with tears. She ran and ran and ran, until she reached the park, she sat on the bench where she sitting when she first saw him. She was seating there, holding the silver heart necklace. She was crying, because she was broken, she was crying because she gave up on love so easily, she was crying because she loves him.
*End of Flashback*
‘All these years James, I always seat there at that bench. I was hoping for you to comeback, hoping that I’ll be yours again. All these years James, I never looked for the better one, all these years, I’ve waited for the better you, the better you James’ she thought
“But I guess it’s too late, it’s too late for us.” she said crying harder holding the necklace. She was crying until the rain pours down. But she never moved she just standing there crying, hoping that the rain will wash away all the pain. ‘I guess this pain is an enough payment for me giving up on love so easily’ Ann thought crying harder and harder.
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The End